Dead

I...
Always waiting here...
Always standing here...
Always be here...


I...
See you...
Hear you...
Feel you...


But...
You go...
You leave...
You disappear...


Could you hear me...
Cry out to you...
Words I tought...
I'd choke when I figure out...


And now...
I desperate...
I weak...
I fall...


Why...
I still love you...
I still want you...
I still dream on you...


Let me go...
Please...
Just let me go...


Let me dead...
Please...
Let me dead!
Its better...
Than I see you with him...
Than I see you touch him...
Than I see you hold him...
Than I keep this pain...


You...
Put a spike in my heart...
Kill me inside...
Break my souls...
Silence my shadow...


I really really dont know...
Why...
I cant turn from you...
You give me nothing...
Except pain...
You hurt me so deep...


Now...
Im already dead...
Yes...
Im Dead...