Its The Time

Maybe its the time...
To tell the truth...
To revealed everything...
Everything...

Now I know...
Maybe its hard to say...
Maybe its hard to see...
Maybe its hard to feel...

I've been waiting...
Waiting all the time...
Wondering when...
Asking why...

But now...
The chance has come...
I should be brave...
I should...

I could'nt resist this...
And I know...
You're the best for me...
No one else...

I should say this...
I could say this...
I would say this...

You...
Are...
My...
Love...

Notice

Well...I juz wanna say that...I made these poetry just for fun...Sometimes I made it seriously and intended to someone...Or sometimes, I juz made it as what I was think...I could'nt keep make the sad poetry, was'nt it??? Or otherwise, I could'nt keep make a happy poetry too...I just make it for myself, or for my friends...So if some of you all get "hurted" by my poetry...Im sorry...Its nothing than the true friendship, right??

Under The Rain

Look at me...
Please...
Look at me here...

These raindrops are the witness...
For the angel that comes to earth...
Without a wing...
Without a harp...

You're an angel...
With a long straight hair...
With a bright eyes...
Even when its rain...
Even when its dark...
Your light will never die...

Give me a reason to stay...
To keep staring at you here...
To keep standing here...
Under the rain...

Give me a reason to believe...
Believe that these all was real...

But I know...
You're not mine...
We'll never be together...
I'll never be with you...
You'll go soon...
And I'll keep standing here...
Under the rain...
Staring at the place where you was stand...
And keep hope that you'll come back...

The Truth

How many times...
I should told you...
I should say...
I should prove...

I just wanna be with you...
No others...
Why you never seem to understand...

She's just my friend...
Not much from it...
Not much...

But why you keep pushing me...
Never give me a chance...

Could you see that...
Could you accept that...
Could you feel that...

Nothing worst that I could say...
I've tried...
Its up to you now...

To recognize me...
Or leave me...

Till I Die

Now I know...
I'll never be yours...
I'll never be with you...
I'll never get you...

And I know...
I could'nt do anything...
I could do nothing...
I should face the truth...

Im dying when you say his name...
Even if my mouth was sealed...
I could'nt breath when you talking about him...
Even if you never realized that...

I rather die than seeing you with him...
Just let the black angel come and get me...
Take my soul...
Burn me...
Bury me...

Where's your heart...
You've already knows...
That I love you...
I need you...
I could'nt let you go...

I know that I could'nt make you stay...
I know that I have no chance...
No hope...
Nothing that I could do to change all of this...

Than leave me...
Let me go...
Why you never...
Just go from my mind...
Just go from my dreams...
Just disappear...
Please...

I could'nt hold this pain anymore...
I should do something...
Even if that will kill me...
Even if that will stab me...
Even if that will burn all my expectations...

Hopeless...
Desperate...
Dead...

Something that you should know...
I'll never leave...
I'll keep sitting here...
Stay here...
Waiting for your presence...
Waiting...
For you...
Till I die...

Nothing...

The demons has betrayed me...

Kill me...

Burn me...

Bury me...

After all...

That happens to you and me...

That happens to this century...

That happens to these lies...

You owe me your blood...

You owe me your heart...

You owe me...

This darkness has taken me away...

So far from lies...

So far from you...

Im sick...

Im tired...

Of all that tears...

Of all that painful...

Black comes and get me...

What if...

There's no light for me out there...

Say a pray...

Hope...

Faith...

Nothing will gonna change...

Nothing...

 

Sorry...

If we never met...
If we never talk...
If we never know each other...

We'll never feel this pain...
We'll never hurt each other...
I'll never hurt you...
And you'll never hurt me...

We could'nt blame the destiny...
We could'nt blame the God...
We could'nt blame ourself...

We just walking on the road...
We just strike the match...
We just holding our own faith...
We just believe our heart...

And now...
We are the broken...
We are the desperate...
We are the slumped...

I just wanna say sorry...
For all the things that I've done to you...
For all the words that I've told you...
For all the outlook that I've see...

I just wanna leave...
Leave your heart...
Leave your sight...
Leave you...

Thank you...
For giving me time...
To talk to you...
To saw you...
To think about you...

I'll be glad if the death comes and get me...

I'll be happy if the hell welcome me...

Things are better If we seperate...
Things are better if I leave you alone...
You'll be happy ever after...
And Ill watch you from there...

And maybe...
We'll meet again..
In our next life...
With another story...
Not a pain story...
But a Love Story...

Angelic Avanger

Im...

An angel...

Black angel...

Death angel...

Dark angel...

Im...

The savior of the broken...

The beaten...

The damned...

Im...

The hurted...

The painful...

The wasted...

Im...

The blood...

The scream...

The broken heart...

And I...

Will return all that you have do to me...

Will bring you to tears...

Will kill your heart...

Cause Im...

The angelic avanger...

Revenge

Now I know...
Now I realize...
Now I figure out...

That you...
Never give me a hope...
Never give me a chance...
Never...

And now I know...
That Im the fool...
The beaten...
The damned...

I need a savior...
Not a killer...

Why am I love you...
If you keep hurting me...
Why am I still with you...
If you keep stabbing my heart...

But where's your heart...
Where's your mind...
Im still here!
Could you little bit recognize me...

And Ill leave you...
Here alone...
And maybe...
Ill come back...
With all the pain that you have given to me...

I never expect that Ill do this to you...
If you could break my heart...
Than I could do the same...

Cry...

Ill seek for hell...
Ill looking for knives...
Ill find darkness...
And give that all to you...

And the blood...
Will be the witness...
For my revenge...

You Should'nt Say That

Could you know...
You've hurt me...
Really really hurt me...

I tought you've turn...
And forget him...

You said a sweet word to me...
Really sweet...
And blinded me...

But I've wrong...
That words...
Was not for me...
But for HIM...

You know...
If you just wanna hurt me...
You shouldnt say that...
If you just wanna break me...
You shouldnt do that...

Do you know Im flying after I read it...
And dying after read the next message...
Do you  know...
Im suffer...
Please...
Im really really cant hold it anymore...
Bury me...
I just want to DIE...

Its better for me...
If you dont need me...
I better leave this world...
I better leave you...
And let you live your life WITH HIM...
AND NOT WITH ME...

Goodbye

We're here...
Sitting together...
With silent...
Without a single voice...

Nevertheless...
Our eyes couldnt stop...
Staring each other...

I hold your hand...
Hug it tight...
Like will never let it go...

Why...
Why this destiny require me to leave...
Why...
Why they could'nt let us finish our story...

Nothing worst that I could say...
Nothing...
Im really sorry...
I have to go...

Just remember...
My heart...Is always belongs to you...
My dreams...Is always become your place to stay...

And maybe...
Someday...
A ship will harbor in front of you...
Bring my dead body...
Yes...
My dead body...

Miss me...
Dream on me...
Imagine about me...

Dont turn...
Dont ever turn away from me...

Well...My love...
See you in the next life...
Ill say your name there...
Goodbye...

Could You...

I just wanna ask you something...

Could you hear me...

Are you near me...

Could you feel my presence...

Even if I just a ghost...

Could you listen to my whispers...

Even if my mouth is shutted...

Could you hold my arms...

Even if Im not beside you...

Could you walk...

Even if you step the broken glass...

Could you shout...

Even if you break down your throat...

Could you cry...

Even if your tears has wasted...

Could you feel...

Even if you are bleeding...

Could you know me...

Even if I never exist...

Could you bury me...

Even if I never die...

Could you know...

My heart was made just for you...

My Dear...I'll Go To Hell

Well... Sorry before...I took some MCR's words...I cant hold it anymore...Their lyrics was very very deep...

Now I know...
That I cant make you stay...
But where's your heart...


You've ignore...
Its done...
Already done...


I have no chance left...
Nothing that I could say...
Nothing that I could do...


You never say my name...
You never see my eyes...
You never hear my whispers...


My dear...
I'll go to hell...


Say my last word...
Before I fall...
Before I leave...


Bury me...
Bury my dead body...
Under the dark...
Behind the light...


Dont cry...
You should'nt have to...
Dont wait...
I'll never come back...


Please...
Dont let the tears wet you...
I hate to see you cry...


My dear...
I'll go to hell...